chinese:还是不知道自己开不开心，真的不知道。。
突然觉得自己有点像稻草人，没有属于自己的快乐不快乐，只是每天保持一样的姿态去面对生活中的一切。笑=)。。。。。这似乎成了我生活中的全部，没有丝毫的情绪。。。有时真的很羡慕别人，可以很放肆的哭出来，可我却怎么都做不到，因为不知道从什么时候开始，我只记得要笑，却忘记了怎样哭，怎样掉眼泪。。值到最近。。。还记得上次哭是什么时候吗？
因为有了期待生活才有意义
有些事情总是不从人愿
想象的总是过于美好
其实哪有什么事情可以简简单单
那样就不叫生活了
生活把我们搞得乱七八糟
不敢面对，也不敢逃避
夹在中间的我们左右为难
不过还好有命中注定
所以 现在的我在等待
因为 我相信命中注定english:
still dunu whether m i really happy or not really dunu
Suddenly felt like im a scarecrow,
does not haf happiness wich belongs to them
just a day to maintain the same attitude to face the life of all. Laugh =). . . . .
This seems to have become all of my life, no emotions. . .
Sometimes really envy others,
can jus cry out when tey feel like to, but i cant.
don know start from when, I only remember how to laugh and forgotten how to cry,
keep protecting the outer cover of me... not letting anyone noe whether i m angry sad or hapi...
till recently can u all still rmb when did u cried??
Some things dont always go along people's wishes.
Imaginations always too good to be compared to facts.
In fact, how can anything be so simple if nt it wont be called living
We make a mess of our lifes neither Do we dare to face it nor escape from it.
Caught in the middle of our misfortune and stories.
Fortunately, however there are predestined
So now I am waiting for it as I believe in fate.
i dreamt about you and me4:12 PM.
