FRIDAYwent to lavender wif huili to help out in te community club ba hai so sad te uncle nv come dunu wat happen hai.... actually te uncle v cute he is quite well educated coz te way he speak in english is quite fluent.... we took photo once when goin to kusu island!! we click on v well haha... i like him alot... hai so long nv see him liao tey r movin too... to blk 811 hope to go tere more often!! hmmm more events..... more more.... new faces new in charge as pc is sec yr le goin graduate cnt take over new guy v noisy n hao lian ba... he keep on criticise ppl... like singing ah... etc... always call ppl do tin but he down tere eatin dun really like him... !!!!
SAT AND SUNhaha so long nv update liao hmmm i alr broke up wif him 17 days le nv expect it will pass so fast haha... new blog skin hehe nice?? i did tried to put a nicer one bt te due to time nt enuf... so... haha but i will try to use tat te next tim if i haf more time... so sad last sat n sun huili nt working and we missed our daily routine coz she gt a sudden job haha... more pay but she skipped on sun... hmmm nw is my turn liao bt i nt so heng like her gt a better job!! my company sms me said client request wan change promoter so i mite nt b wkin tis sat n sun or even fri walou my pay gonna lost 150 bucks... hai then i cant do lots of tins liao so sad lo wth hope she can faster get me back to where i m.... mayb i never belong tere.... mayb tere was nv a place i belong to in te first place ba haha.... hmmm my luck tis days r nt so gd lo... izzit bcoz my angel had gone to ote places or she nv notice me?? i really wonder hope she can get back to me asap.... hai closer to family i suai closer t fren i quite lucky hmmm... mayb bcoz decisions made r different ba... tdy went to play basketball... so long nv play le so happy... hai..... tdy grandma come coz i told her to as i nt going elsewhere n nt working so she came... then went to take my sis nex yr new bks after tat goin home tim fufen sms me ask me wan go buy christmas present ma..... i said no coz grandma come ask her to come then me myself go out abit bad ah.... sori ah fufen... haha free movie tickets nt yet use.... hmm...
tis few days started to miss him n wanted to call him n find him but dun dare..... hmmm mp4 charger lost liao but actually left it at his hse tat day was like lookin all over te hse n cnt find so scare lo!! den tdy he called me tot wat happen so happy n answered.... was hoping he will say sumtin i have been longing to hear he said "notice nowadays u cnt charge ur mp4??" i said haha.... no wonder la.... took everything in his hse tat belong to me hoping tat tis way i wont haf to go his hse to get anitin back scare tat one day he haf gf liao hu is nt me it would be awkward goin back bt everytim go his hse always forgt alot of tin.... startin wif him scare too rely on him so restrict myself after awhile feel tat actually we might be tgt forever ba... so rely on him bt did te wrong choice nw whole body is wound le.... haf to go back to tat hse again to get back charger hope tis tim i wun leave anitin behind nt even memories....
if i can turn back te tim i will turn back to te tim i nv knew him fall in love wif him or even turn back to te day i was still in my mum body n she miscarriage n nv give birth to me... givin birth to me was a mistake a wrong in te first place she shouldnt have carry on.... tdy she asked me y i cnt b like otes do housework dun always go out cleverer talk to her entertain her??? cz told me he cnt tolerate my mum.... coz my mum like to disturb ppl n sum ppl dun like he is one of tem.... well i nv asked u to like her in te first place!! my mum is like tat she likes to be entertained n if u dun entertain her u will be called nt a gd child.... in her black list liao..... sumtim she wan me to entertain n i cnt do so she will say me changed actually i nv changed is u nv know me!!! wat she expect was nt suppose to be me i was an image or a puppet tat she wan me to be.... wat i really r is nt wat i suppose t be......
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