rmb sumtin on sat night when i decide to chat wif huili bt den her bf come!! so cnt... hai den was like lookin for fren t chat wif go thru te contact list found out i gt alot of nums bt te only ppl tat i cn talk wif is only huili n zhen yuan hai last tim tere was shawn but he gt gf liao cnt disturb him hai.... in te end huili nt free zy oso nt free so i went home....
sob sob so sad...................................................
tdy went to revise wif huili at je library haha we eat alot of tin until i v full... haha den went t her blk play psp dj max 3.. before going out my parents asked me wat do i tink of my bf i said nth lo jus normal tey asked tis Q wich make me curious n scared.... well i m aiming for poly n he will be attending ns soon nex yr april.... tey said will he accept a gal better in studies than him i dunu leh i really dun coz i dun mind even he do nt have much money nw even he is broke even he is bankrupt even he is a beggar i will still love him lo.... wat we earn is wat we will share i will nt compare i dun mind if he tell otes te money i earn is his salary i really dun mind... mayb its his pride bt i dun tink it is worth to lay tis ting on our relationship money is important bt it is nt to compare... my mum still ask whether i love him or nt... i said dunu coz i really dunu ma... she say i have to change my thinkin n te way i ans Q... hmmm wat is wrong?? i love him la tats of coz if nt y stead bt i sumtim also hate him lo.... maybe 因为爱而恨 ba.. sumtim i even suspect!! whether 是习惯还是喜欢!!! bt i noe te ans will still be 喜欢 hai dunu wats tere t confuse when i noe te conclusion.... argh still v ANGRY......
i might have te cert bt i do not have something he may have like i dunu hw t cook he noe i dunu hw t play basketball he noe mayb tat is nt important bt i believe tere is sure sumtin tat he can do i cnt i can he cnt.....
hope i m nt wrong... hmmmm
well tdy nv go find him coz still v angry.... hmmm i tink i will do sumtin nex tim if te gal tag along i will follow first then run n hide at mean time go home myself liao.... i tink he will b angry bt hu cares... he dun care oso ma....
so many ppl in tis world 偏偏喜欢你 wth lo....
i dreamt about you and me7:55 PM.
