Saturday, February 28, 2009
我多想再见你 哪怕一面
this sentence is so nice hai since dunu when i totally forgot bout blogging haha.... hai so many tin happen i get so tired i seems like lost my way to the future... i have been stay put at te same place since last yr.... i get so afraid of guys... their brains is dunu made of wat de... tey only haf te mindset of having stead hai... it was suppose to be a hapi tin but i jus cnt b hapi i get so nervous i dunu hw to reject i noe te feeling of being rejected so i dun really wan to hurt tem... but when i dun hurt tey r keep hurting me... hai so teary tis days isit bcoz of te rain memories jus flash thru everyday.... te hapi n te unhapi.... haha on te 27/2 my puppy came her menstration haha.... i was so shock coz tey say will come only on te june... nv expect will be tat soon haha... tdy i gt some interesting stuff haha... we cnt go back into time but we can go towards future but currently nw humans cnt but some particles can haha... he reali sounds like someone i knew b4 haha... once tat guy told me do u noe giraffe gt hw many bones haha!! although i forgt te ans but te Q is reali like making me stir my brain juice haha... hope i cn get to been ask tose Q again... haha
i dreamt about you and me9:18 PM.
Friday, February 20, 2009
wow this few days was like so suai it haf nv being a gd week for me hai.... fell down then kena slap key wrong things haf to pay then sales nt gd hai.... me goin crazy liao... so stress...
fell down bcoz te couple keep goin front n back then my bus came i ran after it tot te gal wun moved as te guy pulled her towards him run liao in te end she walk back then fell down hai..... te wound haf nt recover yet....
kena slap te nex day get down te same stop as an uncle he let go his hands then acidentally slapped me hai.... so pain n he din apologise he still faster walk away...
rch wk place do cashierin key wrong keep pressing amex.... but te person din buy in te end pay 2 dollar plus...
sales nt really gd on last sun at fuwell....
GOOD TINs
i got a flower for once in my life tim haha.... from huili haha thanks bf......
will upload te pics when i haf tim... hai....
everyday wkin no live hai.... saw bb tdy realise tat is so long tat i nv touch tat... hai...
HAI FOUND OUT THAT A STORY A LIE CAN BE SO IRRITATING....
u haf believe in wat he said n it turn out was nth but a lie a fake hope but wat make me most irritated is u r nt angry at all....
i dreamt about you and me9:40 PM.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
haha tat day i saw jm i was stunt by him.... n tdy so suai/lucky i saw him again n i walk forward to ask him whether he is or nt n i found out m fren haf been cheated hai.... n nw she is wif zhi hao dots.... wonder is this all trap... po tong qin ba... gain sympathy hai... been wkin no live tdy damn early wake up de so tired.... hai
i dreamt about you and me9:55 PM.
Monday, February 09, 2009
before she cut her hair....
n after haha
haha tdy is totally a brand new experience haha.... i bring my dog to grooming centre... haha they cut her hair nails n help her bath haha she is so cute but she v scare... hehe... show u te pic!!!
haha soon i will be wkin on weekdaes n weekends.... haha weekdaes will be popular n weekend will be promoter haha hope i wont die tat early haha.... mummy say she will accept tis dog as she v te cute n guai gd job haha... tdy went to her EX owner hse... te lady is pretty but te way she treat her dog make her so ugly... she put 2 dogs in a small cage n then she nv put them out nt even a walk in te hall n tis haf been goin on for 1 yr... wth... she is ke lian lo... she dunu hw to go toilet her own n when i bring her down for a stroll she dunu hw to wee wee n shit.... aiyoyo.. she is v gd gal where i go she follow haha.... n she like my dad usually all dog will be scare of him but she actually like him hmmm i abit jealous lo haha... my bro like her too... play wif her everyday.... haha hope she will stay wif us her whole life...
tere is no such thing as forever... u can't even see te future liao hw r u goin to promise others with a forever???
i dreamt about you and me11:18 PM.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
ytd me n zh went to find bf.... she wkin till 7.45 only haha before tat tim we went to find cake for her haha... at first tot cnt find lo... then we went outside jp.... saw a cake shop called cake history haha... went in tere n saw alot of cake but dunu wat she like so we walk rounds before goin outside we did saw 1 shop but te cake so small n more like valentine n its heart shape so we din buy tat haha n in te end we bought tis chocolate fudge.... celebrate it outside jp... haha bdae songs n cut te cake haha so happi gt cake haha cake cake.... te cake is v nice haha hope she like it... abit nt surprising.... my plan was to go west coast at night then we will decorate 1 part of te beach with happy birthday using te firestick..... so romantic... haha then i tot of doing a flower for u then light up gif u proposin neh.... haha.... nex yr nex yr i do for u if i noe la.... coz when i imagine like v easy lei haha....yea i gt a new dog woohoo..... maltese tot it will be white but te colour was mixed... tere is black white grey n brown haha her eyes is so cute n innocent tdy wake up at 7 to bring her down for a walk but she din wee wee lei!!! haha so happi.... i like her alot hope i can keep her for long.... hahahahaha... nex tim i will upload her photos haha n all of u hu seen my blog will think so too haha gurantee plus 100% chop wahaahahaahaha;..... me wan go slp liao nitez....
i dreamt about you and me9:08 AM.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
tdy buy alot of potato chips hehe so happy went to eat subway wif uncle... sad no double choco chips hai....
i dreamt about you and me9:56 PM.
ytd was te day where el0701j take our cert but ppl hu went was like a few nia.... we rch tere ard 1 plus or 2 ba.... haha at first we dun wan go ceremony de but then tcher pyshco us up haha mr bear, rox, jj, huili n me din go up to te stage we sat tere n keep laughin haha coz tey wear too formal liao n sum v funny... haha i noe i m v bad la.... but then really funny ma.... but if i go up i think they will laugh even more haha.... lucky...=) haha red polo tee erm abit weird mayb i dun suit or maybe te shirt too big last tim like big big nw wear big big abit weird haha... in te end change to black hehe.... after everything me huili jj rox went to imm cafe cartel to eat.... i ate ribs v nice lo hee then jj n rox ate spagehtti tey eat like nt nice lei i think te noodle abit spicy lo hai.... hmmm huili eat v little lo all is french fries all potato de haha... i like te tic tac toe... hehe.... after tat went to take bus wif huili then take 963 then 903 haha... so many bus ytd was bus day haha...
early morning dy sms me... i was like eatin then he ask me wat i doin.... i say wan go change n go out le he ask go where hai.... i say go take cert he say tis tin make me like sian diao lo.... y nv ask me go.... er i take cert u go for wat n cert thing is all classmate u 1 stranger ltr i ps how hai.... i said i take cert u go also no use ah.... so lame lo.... n he ask how m i feeling??? er i said wat kind of feeling he said bout my ex.. hai.... i say like tat lo wat t do.... haha he say nvm i will help u to heal up faster de er.... ok then hai.... i think i m gonna think twice if i goin accept him hai.... comm problem...=.=
i dreamt about you and me8:56 AM.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
haha on thurs night tere is tis anime call toradora te gal v cute lo... hahax i like her lo haha she so fierce hai....
Despite Ryūji Takasu's gentle personality, his eyes make him look like an intimidating delinquent so he is utterly hopeless about his chances of getting a girlfriend anytime soon, and does not have many close friends either. After being greeted by his hungover mother in the morning, Ryūji goes to school and is happy to find that he gets to be in the same class as his best friend Yūsaku Kitamura and crush Minori Kushieda. However, it is then that he unexpectedly bumps into "the school's most dangerous animal of the highest risk level" — Taiga Aisaka — who just happens to also be in his class, and is a good friend of Minori.
skip beat! v cute lo quite funi too.... will look nicer if it is in te show....
Kyoko, a happy and cheerful 16-year-old girl, spends much of her time at the inn run by her childhood friend Shotaro, learning about housekeeping and hospitality. Shotaro, finding his family's business boring and lusting for excitement, decides to pursue a career in music. Shotaro coaxes Kyoko to leave her life behind and join him in his adventure. Arriving in Tokyo, Kyoko devotes her life to Shotaro, spending no money on herself and offering him whatever she can. Just as Shotaro starts climbing the ladder, however, Kyoko overhears him courting a starlet. Yes, he has taken advantage of her blind love and simply used her as a free housekeeper from the very beginning. Cruelly betrayed, something inside Kyoko snaps and she vows revenge in a unique way: she will become an idol singer as well.
By becoming a big star herself, she hopes to kick him out of the entertainment world, a complex world filled of variety, slander and jealousy. Despite innumerable competitors ready to thwart her at every opportunity, Kyoko gradually finds joy in overcoming hardships, kicking aside all who stand in her way with one word in her mind: REVENGE!
saw te wallpaper like v nice lei... hehe...
Natsume Takashi has the ability to see spirits, which he has long kept secret. However, once he inherits a strange book that belonged to his deceased grandmother, Reiko, he discovers the reason why spirits surround him. Containing the names of these spirits, a binding contract was formed between the spirits and the owner of the book. Now, Natsume is determined to free the spirits and dissolve the contracts. With the help of a spirit cat, his days are filled trying to return the names to these spirits.
i dreamt about you and me10:39 PM.
so cute =)___
my xmas present.... jellybean hehe bf gif de =)
i dreamt about you and me6:36 PM.
Monday, February 02, 2009
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels
i dreamt about you and me11:44 PM.
i have been like walkin circles everyday n when i see an end it look similar like te starting point n im like going nowhere.... he broke my heart into too many pieces tat i n he could ever imagine... swore upon te stars wish under te sky tat i will nv cry n shed tears infront of anyone but y, y m i breaking promises n u r unable to fufil it??? everyday i wonder y i saw him when a few thousands girls saw him n guys saw me... we were so close yet so far........ so between truth and lies which one will u choose?? Love isn't about the words we say, but the actions we take and not the hearts we break... everything im not is wat made me everything i m nw....
i dreamt about you and me11:43 PM.
Crushed but still living
ignored but still dreaming
hated but still loving
broken but still mending
tired but still trying
hurt but still wont give up
i dreamt about you and me11:43 PM.
ytd was like so angry coz mummy la....
she prepare steamboat n called all family come.... ah ma n ah gu come first then i ate wif them... at first wan wait for pa's ma sis n bro come bt tey so long n tey veggie eater.... so i eat first.. hmmm ah ma say wan go home liao so i went wif tem to cwp to take bus bt ah gu say wan go see shoes i say ok lo coz mum told me last week to buy street directory n tortise food... so tgt ma... buy hao le ard 5 only i din expect i will be at tere so long so nv bring along hp... she call ah gu i ans le she scold me upside down lo..... im nt angry tat she scold me coz i go buy stuff ma... but then all te stuff i buy is for her n sis de... coz rmb my sis need 0.7 black ink pen coz hse dun haf so buy if nt she will haf to borrow from fren... worst part is she scold me most of it is bcoz pa's sis come y i still so late nv go home entertain them... wth... gugu so wat liao bu qi ah.... when she need help from grandma then treat her so gd but no need her le jiu no need accompany her liao ma.... although i wont say i v gd sun nu but i love her its jus tat i nv say.... ah ma from farrer come here lo... gugu gt car leh... ur own ma also be bu shang a gugu wich u jus contact her tis yr only ma... tis gugu come to her is jus bcoz she need entertainment n u jus nice feed her need....
when i think thru i tot i gt wrong but i dun haf lo... ltr go back also cn entertain or talk to them de ma.... is nt as if tey really need me.... so many ppl at home cnt chat wif tem meh??? argh at tat moment i was like so angry lo.... ah gu see me angry he also nt v hapi maybe he noe my feelings maybe nt hai.... i dunu.... jus feel so bad have to leave ah ma...
tdy go ex hse coz ah ma call me pass red packet hai.... so pass to him liao charge my psp awhile then ask him Qs... quite disappoint wif te ans given but at least i asked.... i asked if i gt bf le wat he will do coz i cnt always go find him n cnt buy food for him cnt help him with his wk's stuff cnt help him go find cds.... he said wat to do... he will try to handle it himself.... haha asked him faster go find new gf he said y.... walou.... hai.... he still say after ns then find hai.... haha god bless u.... din tell him nw gt 3 ppl like wan woo me..... no point making him jealous le haha.... no point le..... forget it....
i dreamt about you and me11:03 PM.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
on last fri i went to chingay haha it is so nice lo.... hehe.... =) i was suppose to go wif zy.... but he have to wk n te worst thing is he promise le then brk lo i hate him hmmm..... tickets wasted lo.... so i went tere alone... sat beside this auntie i dunu de so she looks quite happy then te ppl tere gave us te whistle n te stick thing wich u haf to blow them bang against each ote cum out loud sound.... haha... she keep banging gt afew times she goin hit me hai... te kids hu were dancing were so cute.... heard luo says tere is tis guy hu like me from sec till now... n he is in te chingay too... hahax.... te fireworks is nice n te dragon gifs out fireworks too haha so nice.... i love it thanks hahax...
on sat wich is ytd dong yuan came n fetch me home coz he is at amk sing k.... haha he was suppose to go clubbing but in te end he wait for me... n then we went home tgt at train n escalator he gave me uneasy feeling he like stand v close to me n etc make me feel like he like me lo so scary then he say wan send me home hmmm he n my ex is actually dunu gd fren or nt tey always backstab each ote de so weird... hai wtd.... hahax....
tdy mummy prepare steamboat hai.... so sian i haf to help out... hai luo n jm broke up hai all story is so weird hai... nw tey found out is zhihao tell his ex sumtin make them breakup but he do all tis is for luo hai.... so dramatic lo hai....
psp charger spoilt.... so sad.... nw need use comp charge hai y so suai.... 2009 is a really bad yr for me hai.... =( T.T
haha but tere is sumtin tat is gd.... on te 5th of feb is my 2 mth anniversary wif huili bf... haha.... then te nex day will be bf bdae haha.... then another sad thing is break up wif him 2 mths liao haha...
jus nw chat wif luo she like goin cry le... hai she told me if tis guy wan woo me he will wait under my blk he dunu my blk hw to cum she say he noe de hai another scary thing hai... say until this she laughed haha... cant tell whether she happy or nt...
life is full of unpredictable stuff....
we nv pretend to be somebody but being ourself...
telling ourself once n twice tat tis world still contain gd guys...
hoping n believing in them once again but wat we get is nth but hurt....
waiting for somebody to truly love us is like drough waitin for te rain to pour....
i dreamt about you and me2:56 PM.
n after haha
