when i notice...
i m already on the middle of a book
this book consist of memories.
each time
when i think of it more
it is closer to the ending
even though there are lots of episodes
lots of memories
lots of funny and unhappy scene
but still stories come with an ending
if it doesnt then it will coninue until there is
when i found out....
its near to the ending how come i feel happy??
but when it happens in real life...
i would wished that it never come
people asked why
why do you continue the stories afterall the ending are the same???
because i was hoping for a different ones
but whenever the ending comes
and i found out its the same
the disappointment they gave never fails
and everytime i hope and it fails
the disappointment is there
but still after everything
what i dont understand is
why the hope is still there
as if we already knew one day it will happen
and waiting for the day to come
but in the end i started to realise
i m just making a perfect lie
a fairytale to leave a good impression for him
to convince myself
to believe when there isnt
maybe its time to let go
to give up
to forget
to release.....
i dreamt about you and me11:11 AM.
