haha ex ask me back for patch but dunu y my heart din move by te seductive offer!!! mayb i alr noe wat he goin to sae mayb i alr noe wat my ans is.... think back wat he did wat i did mayb all tis while im jus too stubborn n refuse to move on ba..... he came back n ask for patch but i totally disappointed in him coz he actually try to exchange deal with me!!!!
he said if i bcum fair he will patch with me within tis 3 mths he hope tat i could bcum fair!!!! wtf dream on.... if u really love me for me u wouldnt wan me to change at all..... ur parents dun like me as they r china ppl tey like china gals tey fair nice figure i understand all tis so i din sae anitin or expect anitin from u.... i jux remain loving u bt to u loving u is jux nt enuf u jux tell me 2 simple reasons tat makes me go away without askin... i tried to smile but i cnt... sumtims i smell similar perfume i would turn n c but it wasnt u n i should noe tat!!! i take 4 mths to forget u although nt fully but i noe sumhw i manage to.... i waited for u everyone told me nt worth i wait i was hopin tat i was right but turn out everyone was right u nv rmb when we stead when we brk.... u play game all te tim i let u play u dun call me i call u m i tat lousy tat bad tat useless??? am i nt gd enuf?? if u compare mayb 1 tin i lose is im nt pretty ba.... i wun sae im perfect bt wat i did for u i tink is enuf le.... im nt tat noble im afraid im scare i asked u do u love me u nv answered b4 nt once u told me nt to ask.... u sae being wif me is nt a responsibility yet then when is then when will u b responsible for wat u haf done??
u dun noe hw i gone thru te 4 mths u dun haf te rights to come back as n when u like u cn brk ur promise i cn too!!! everything u sae but u change again u sae i cn rely on u bt when i do u jux walk away u r no much difference from my father all u do is jux walk away.... i was tere for u bt u was nv tere i noe wat u like n dun like u dunu anitin..... wat relationship is tis i mite as well date myself out..... wat u gave was disappointment u let me walk alone u let me go u leave me tere n sae u will come back bt u din all i cn rmb is hw u leave me...... i din regret.... im jux scare i dun wan to b left behind jux like last tim i tot u will bring me along but when u c sum1 prettier im no longer tere.... mayb i haf no rights to sae anitin afterall im jus a gf nth else bt when u jealous u scold me mayb u should put urself in ur shoes n ote shoes.... u seem mature bt ur tinkin is far frm tat i guess....
i dun haf te confident in u i dun trust u i dun wish to believe animo le... so mayb frens is te best way out....
i dreamt about you and me9:59 PM.
