sch opening soon argh sad wonder wat sch will i go i reali wan join bf la i dun wan go poly alone mayb i will regret sumdae bt at tis moment i reali dun feel like goin poly!!! mayb i will make tem proud bt i dunu hw..... hai.....
ytd was a fun day super fun la haha i gt a really gd exp i tink nex tim i will prefer bike than car ba haha!!! =) ytd went out found out tat tey dun ned ppl liao walou then me nth to do so go n find bf!!! we chat alot she seems like she goin cry but then i cnt do anitin nw i felt like she is another shadow of me haha.... hope tdy she will be fine!!!
ytd go shoppin then nth to do so sms his sis in te end found out nth but i rather found out nth la!!! haha... then go find bf chit chat haha ltr go eat te food nt tat nice although bf saw nice la in te end go find her she sae her ma sae nt her diao she tink nt nice hai.... i gt cheated again haha.... ex called he told me bout his army life although he din sae anitin guess i could feel wat he is feeling ba!!! listening to him pouring out everytin i guess wat i cn sae is only jia you n endure hmmm mayb tats te best i could do afterall wat bf sae is true our status is different le haha.... in te bus i almost cried but i din ba coz afterall i did sae i won't haha so i din i try my best to sms otes so i wont tink bout it but he kept callin me!!! i tot i forgt bt i din mayb i did bt te memories flash back when he called i dunu wat to sae ytd was a hapi dae but he jus ruin it mayb he is tryin to nt call me i m tryin too but tere is no one he cn call le ba.... i dunu wat to sms le so i rush te guy hu sms me go slp i dunu wat to sae i dunu wat to do i dunu hw to tell him i felt like crying i dunu hw to tell him i dunu hw.... i dun wan to rmb hw easy ex told me tat he wan brk when sum1 cruelly call me recall hw i spend te dae thru.... i took cab te whole dae i din ans any call on te dae itself i told my mum i n him brk le where my mum tink its a gd news haha... i din cry i dunu hw i manage to gek when i went into te rm i cried as if my hand have been chopped off!!! i wanted to find sum1 to hug i walk in te rain so no one will spot my tears i tried so hard but i cnt find any1...
when tat dae some1 hug me i felt so warm i really thx him alot he gave me wat i wanted te most he let me feel tat as if i noe him b4 mayb coz of te wae he do tins n tok ba haha really asemble alot like my ex.... haha jux imagine me cryin haha no one seen tat b4 n i wun wan any1 to see it again or ever.....
i dreamt about you and me2:24 PM.
