friday was suppose to go watch movie with bf2= real bf cause he book out on thurs!! but due to the quarrel we had previously i decided to confront him to noe wat happen than let it be... so i went to find him asked him y did he scold me tat day he said coz i kept askin te same Q lol.... jux bcoz of tis argh cnt believe he cn b so childish!! wanted to tell him we dun have whole world of tim but was thinkin since its solved i would rather shut up than create more probs... so when he actually asked me anything i m nt happy bout i just said no although many things did flash thru!!! jus dun feel like tellin him mayb i think it doesnt matter ba... as it really doesnt matter... hai...
yesterday which is sat!! lao da came to find me for dinner tis tim round fishball came with his frens haha... so we 4 went to eat after tat we went to arcarde haha... we played then when its almost tim i went back to work hai... so laoda ask me wan go watch movie ma i say ok ah... so he tell fishball they go watch movie then after tat lao da will watch wif me again haha... then laoda call me say wan call my bf2 go also ma i say ok ah coz i tot maybe it will b awkward after awhile he call n say night at the museum full hse too bad din manage to watch mayb nex tim ba haha.....
thats all to be continue
i dreamt about you and me9:28 AM.
我们好像回到过去, 回到过去的我, 那个时候的你.
也许你没有发现到, 我们已经开始改变.
也许是我变了, 变得不像过去的我.
那个无论跟我吵架也不会顶嘴的我,
那个无论你的要求多么可笑也同意的我.
不知道为什么, 现在的我们总是因为小事争吵.
幸福的时候总是这么短!!
希望你明白，现在我们没有整个世界的时间了.
i dreamt about you and me3:04 PM.
i dreamt about you and me11:00 PM.
ytd n tdy totally sux!!!!ytd quarrel wif him again i seems like after patching have been living like hell!!!! ever since te first date was tat some kind of curse??have been quarreling over beans stuff!!! guess wat ytd i have been thinkin mayb i didnt really care for him so i ask him Q like y nv chat wif ur bunk mates n hw he feel tdy tired ma eat le ma n asked him can he go to other bunks to chat with te others he replied 1 fucking nabei ans U R SO ANNOYING AND IRRITATING!!!! i really dun get it u ask me to ask u Q i ask le u say me annoying... wats te point of calling when we dun talk at all... ytd i cry tdy i cry in te bus hope no 1 saw as i did my best to hide but i cnt was playing sudoku at tat tim wonder how i did tat... haha tears flow by itself leh isnt it magical?? haha...tdy is even worse!!! eat burger in te morning auntie did gimme te right order if nt i order chicken she will gimme fish de!! tdy is chicken surprisingly!!! haha... so when i eat egg york actually drip on my skirt n purse but i didnt notice feel so fed up!!! nt bcoz of anitin is te purse hai i went to wash it... hai it was a bdae gift leh!!! by bf(huili)!!!! hai goin to wash it haha.... tdy half way of mcp tere is tis talk at lt1 went tere listenin to tis leroy/liroy he damn funny la.... keep laughing all te way i tink gerald n otes c me also bui tahan liao haha.... hmm after tat went down to take dye hair de!!! after everything!!! went home bathe... dye te hair walou te outcome sux.... one side black one side remain brown gold nabei...omg te dye hair is call quick touch omg..... i didnt call or sms him tdy!!!! fuck i lose to perry now i going to become maria for 30 days walou wat a pain but i mus admit defeat hai... ite college west won in volleyball match bf gt first haha... congratx!!! hmm i n perry was tere wow it was so nice la especially te last match n te first match of guys!!! haha fantastic!!! joinin badminton match hai wonder how will i look like to be in te game as i was never in 1 before as i gt stage fright!!!hope everything goes well!!!
i dreamt about you and me9:31 PM.
tmr tere will be a volleyball match going on!! college west will be vs teir own so west team 1 vs west team 2!!!! central vs east haha cnt wait to see haha
i dreamt about you and me11:15 PM.
on te 22th of may my 2 puppy opened their cute eyes liao hehe so cute lo... hmmm sat perry come find me then my uncle find me go eat cafe cartel te ribs is nice as usual haha... i n uncle eat until wan vomit liao lo we order ribs, oreo cheese cake n ice cream omg i eat until like i pregnant 3 mths liao haha... after tat perry come find me then he v funny la then i keep slacking on tat day i eat 2 hours then keep joking ard!! haha.... going home time bf come find me haha din expect he will come haha... so i n him went home tgt then we go eat... he eat laksa i eat fishball coz i v full.... perry says we dun look like couple indeed he is not te 1st to say tat so im not surprise!!!
sunday went to work my family all come find me haha... we go s11 eat te chicken rice sux i prefer nasi lemak lo... te bubble tea perfect its te best te pearl also v nice!! after eating went to buy bag n shoes omg i love them i wan go buy left n right de shoes too haha.... cnt wait wahaha i love shoes=) i wanted to buy te pants de but nt nice lei thinkin of buyin basketball shorts but too long n so big hai....
tdy is a sad day rch sch happily doing my maths went to class jux sit ard 5mins kena chase out wtf..... my hair alr not tat obvious liao lo!!! some gal in our class is more obvious lo she nv catch unfair anyway nth in this world is fair... nv expect anitin more from tis world... wonder when ppl say forever is how long?? does tere a limit to forever... mayb my world doesnt revolve ard him anymore tats y suppose to b sad but i m not anymore!!! as usual showing me attitude trying v hard to be someone tat is understandin gentle caring can b talk to but mayb tis is not me at all tats y it is so difficult!!! have i becum worsen or better i really wonder!!! dong yuan have been talkin to me tis few days trying to call me n my bf to brk n follow him he promised he will be good to me n more but promises are meant to be broken should it b trusted te ans is no!!!! NO promises frm guys is only for te tim being!! marry me i even suspect can we last tat long when u always showing me attitude asking me bullshit stuff!!! u r trying to get back to where we were before when i was te 1 giving u r taking n i almost drop into ur trap!!
when u ask me whether i have anitin to ask i said no u get angry wif no reasons u told me wat u r doing everyday i told u mine too but when u ask again te ans is still no u told me alr wats te point of askin?? u r inside army tere is nth u cn do inside tere too is tere personal life inside NO when u show me attitude i tried to get topics to say telling u wat happen tdy wat have i gone thru u show no interest at all n u r not listening i tried my best but have u tried ur best?? maybe u did but tat was when u wan me back when im back u jux show me nth.... chat wif u tdy i told u i will be wkin on sat n sun so cnt accompany u!! ur reply was anitin... i said i will be free on fri askin u out for movies u say wateva me!!! have u ever think tat ur replys was hurtful?? i dunu wat else can i do sumtim i dun even noe putting my bdae n te day we patch on ur hp calendar is right or nt forcing u to rmb make me look like im a fool.... mayb i was but i will not animo!!! hope tat tere will be a gd ending or stories....
life jus seems to have plot tis to make me fall into it without noticing~
mummy n papa came down to sch to complain tdy haha... due to sum1 my mum told me when they went in to te office te receptionist actually tryin to drag tim n dun wan to call anyone to serve my parents my dad actually say sumtin tat i feel tat he so handsome haha.... he said "ITS FINE WITH ME IF THERE IS NO ONE ATTENDING ME BUT DONT REGRET MAYBE I SHOULD INFORM THE REPORTERS THEY MIGHT BE INTERESTED TO FIND OUT WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED AND BY THAT TIME PLEASE EXPLAIN TO THEM THANKS..." haha te receptionist quickly inform te directors haha.... when we say everything liao my dad added in "IF SHE REALLY LIKES TO BE ANGRY SHE CAN DONT BE A ******* ALREADY MIGHT AS WELL STAY AT HOME AND BE ANGRY ALL DAY LONG!!!" haha v cool right omg....
in te end we went back to class.... went back home mum took out lots of photograph to call me bring it to sch haha.... dunu will it work!!!
i dreamt about you and me10:15 PM.
fri go find him coz he book out so we decided to go eat de.... but he say rongjun n yongsiang will b tere so i think they cn only mit once a week so i say u go ba.... haha although abit dun wan la but nvm teres always tmr haha.... i went home alone n i didnt eat wonder will i bcum slim haha =) but i did eat 1 packet of chocos haha.... hmmm i think back to square 1 le ba haha...
on the sat 16th of may i went on date with my bf tat was my first date with him haha after 9 months haha.... though my plannin wasnt gd coz i was late but lucky i gt backup haha.... my plan was find him at ard 3 plus then 4 we go out tgt then we watch 5pm show then we go eat afterwards but due to bring puppy go grooming and wanted to c whos te owner for my future puppy's child.... hehe... hmmm so rch his hse at ard 4 plus abit rush so we decided to watch 7.30pm show haha... my mum call me to buy 4D but cnt find in te end its at te fairprice argh sian diao hmmm i queue so long lo hai.... nvm..... in te end i brought subway we eat at his hse then ard 7pm le... hmmm guess we dun really wan to leave lo haha... but in te end i think its my first date so i cnt miss it in te end we took cab 14.40 heartpain hai... rch jp jus in tim wahaha.... we went up to gv... brought te tickets 20bucks more heartpain popcorn 9 bucks i think he spent loads hai.... guess my next dating i wouldn't wan him spend tat much.... but i was kind of touched... i really feel like crying lo.... but tis tim round is tears of joy!!!! guess i was lucky hmm really wish tis will last.... bf did say she hate me sob... bcoz i told her e.tin but i said hope... cz did say after ns if i still with him he will marry me but then he break promise once i really wonder will he do te same tin again.... i believe wat he say but te fear is tere.... although i do feel te love now but nah wateva as long as its now n hope it last......
sun go wk... hmmm whole day slack lo but i did receive lots of warranties....
lame lo staying at hm tdy study at home.... v wat la u think e.1 will study meh
hmm almost forgot te purpose of tis blog hai haha now i gt new anime to intro i dunu consider new ma but heard my fren nice lei haha....
07 ghost
saw a dvd ghost hound like v nice lo haha....
Reality is a dream, the dreams of the night are real.
In the world of Utsushiyo (reality), the development of an electronic brain far far away and long ago allows two different worlds to overlap.
Within the last vestiges of Japan`s raw landscape, lies a small coastal town. In it live three middle school students: Komori Tarou, Ogami Makoto, and Nakajima Masayuki. Each holds within them a unique past that cannot be erased.
Once more, but by different causes, three people learn that by the extraction of one`s soul, the coming and going between Utsushiyo and Kakuriyo (hidden world) is possible. Amidst the boys` adventure in Kakuriyo, they come to understand where it is is connected to.
An eternal spiritual story is offered to the adults who possess the minds of boys.At last, this fall, the curtain will rise!
i dreamt about you and me8:12 AM.
January Babies
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
February Babies
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
March Babies
Attractive personality.Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings.
April Babies
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.
May Babies
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
June Babies
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!
July Babies
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be l oved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
August Babies
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an 'everything's peachy' attitude Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by 'no pain no gain' caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter
September Babies
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
October Babies
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all
November Babies
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
December Babies
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive
i dreamt about you and me8:34 PM.
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wahaha my puppy gave birth on te mother day tis afternoon took afew photo haha.....
i dreamt about you and me7:25 PM.
today my puppy gif birth to 3 puppy yea..... finally sumtin gd happen haha... so many wks nv blog liao dunu wat to say nth special happen too!!! at 6.30 pm today te 1st puppy came out!!! we name it as sky!!! hope tat he/she will find a sky of his/her own haha!!!! at first wan name fate de but then fate my lao ma say difficult to pronounce haha.... tats num 1
num2 name snow/yogurt either 1 coz lao ma say yogurt nice but snow fits te body colour haha!!! pop out at 6.45
num3 name rain coz when he/she come out is at 7.45 then when it came out lots of blood n water so we call it rain haha....
haha wonder hus te gal hu te guy haha....hapi!!!! i love te sec 1 but all to me is te same haha.... happy!!!
kawaii so happi =)
my locker came haha.... i gt 192 sian so below lo argh angry me so tall gimme so short de....
i dreamt about you and me10:58 PM.
我知道 - By2
从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候 没有你
陪着我心痛
一切都是我
太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由
我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过
从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候 没有你
陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵
以为你会懂 一直忘了说
我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦
在脑海里头 我多希望你
还在我左右
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后
还微笑着 要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
答应你
我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流
i dreamt about you and me11:28 PM.
hai sian tdy end early so we go play swing then bf go tm take pay!!! we chat alot haha... then decided to go tiong bahru to watch movie but then te timin all nt match... match de also nt interested so we go walk walk lo!!! haha she go find her bf haha... hmmm see tey so close haha so sweet lo.... hehe.... when goin back tim... we went to but potato chips then we saw jellybean hehe... wan to buy no price tag so dunu hw much haha.... jus take lo bring to the cashier 1 bottle is 3.95 its so small packet yet so x... wtf we all shock lo haha.... then te queue so long argh angry... hmmm go bf hse tere chat chat... haha eat potato chips hehe.... after tat take bus go hm.... oya tdy late lo!!! sian ytd cnt slp argh..... so slp at 2am morning cnt wake up lo sian....
jux nw went down to cut my hair haha....=)
i dreamt about you and me9:12 PM.
was thinkin is tis sum kind of curse wherever i go te sales was nv gd!!!
tdy is te first tim i gt 0 sales no matter hw bad my sales r i nv get 0 1 lo!!!!
sad =( tried my best but te epson promoter keep wash them away when i serving he kept standin beside me till i get fed up i gif him all te customer!!!!
i really hate to snatch if its mine it will be mine he shouldnt snatch or stand beside to snatch it away!!!
te last sales was a scanner!!!
i was serving then he came again i tot i finally cn close 1 scanner deal at least its te 1 scanner im goin to sell!!!
hu noes he will come snatch it away!!!
customer ask bout scanner stuff!!!
i tried to ans i even went in to search for it!!!
when i going to go out he sae he close te deal liao he was my customer nt urs hw cn u do tis!!!
i was totally in a sad mode!!!!
i cried i felt so useless!!
mayb i dun suit tis job at te first place!!
since we patched we have been quarreling mayb things jux nt like last tim animo....
i wouldnt have changed if u nv let me go!!!
things jux dun go along as wat we expected!!
nw no matter wat u do..
it jux doesnt warm my heart!!!
i noe i love u
but nth go in
im jux tellin myself tat i love u but my heart dun haf any feelins
should i wait??
or not??
maybe tim is needed...
when u tell me tat u feel tat wat u gave has no respond
felt like tellin u tat tis is wat u did b4
nw me alr use to te life w/o u
so even u dun sms me i dun really mind
dun really care....
i did te same tin as u b4 nw mayb is karma
i ask myself e.tim te same tin tat u Q urself....
y i do so many tin yet u dun feel a tin
or even respond to it!!!
is it wat i do is still nt enuf..
when i stop questionin and ignore u,
u came back....
wat u did was nth compare to mine...
te hurt was nt as deep as mine...
i totally lose te way....
i feel tat we r lackin of sumtin...
n nw i noe wat is tat!!!
we r nt actin like a couple at all!!
we dun share,
dun understand,
dun hold hands,
we do lots of stuff....
and nw we dun haf tim for each ote....
u dun believe me...
u r afraid tat guys out tere will get me
i will go wif tem...
u dun haf faith respect n trust in me
i wonder wat is tat
tat keep us goin....
i really wonder....
i dreamt about you and me12:23 AM.
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