was thinkin is tis sum kind of curse wherever i go te sales was nv gd!!!
tdy is te first tim i gt 0 sales no matter hw bad my sales r i nv get 0 1 lo!!!!
sad =( tried my best but te epson promoter keep wash them away when i serving he kept standin beside me till i get fed up i gif him all te customer!!!!
i really hate to snatch if its mine it will be mine he shouldnt snatch or stand beside to snatch it away!!!
te last sales was a scanner!!!
i was serving then he came again i tot i finally cn close 1 scanner deal at least its te 1 scanner im goin to sell!!!
hu noes he will come snatch it away!!!
customer ask bout scanner stuff!!!
i tried to ans i even went in to search for it!!!
when i going to go out he sae he close te deal liao he was my customer nt urs hw cn u do tis!!!
i was totally in a sad mode!!!!
i cried i felt so useless!!
mayb i dun suit tis job at te first place!!
since we patched we have been quarreling mayb things jux nt like last tim animo....
i wouldnt have changed if u nv let me go!!!
things jux dun go along as wat we expected!!
nw no matter wat u do..
it jux doesnt warm my heart!!!
i noe i love u
but nth go in
im jux tellin myself tat i love u but my heart dun haf any feelins
should i wait??
or not??
maybe tim is needed...
when u tell me tat u feel tat wat u gave has no respond
felt like tellin u tat tis is wat u did b4
nw me alr use to te life w/o u
so even u dun sms me i dun really mind
dun really care....
i did te same tin as u b4 nw mayb is karma
i ask myself e.tim te same tin tat u Q urself....
y i do so many tin yet u dun feel a tin
or even respond to it!!!
is it wat i do is still nt enuf..
when i stop questionin and ignore u,
u came back....
wat u did was nth compare to mine...
te hurt was nt as deep as mine...
i totally lose te way....
i feel tat we r lackin of sumtin...
n nw i noe wat is tat!!!
we r nt actin like a couple at all!!
we dun share,
dun understand,
dun hold hands,
we do lots of stuff....
and nw we dun haf tim for each ote....
u dun believe me...
u r afraid tat guys out tere will get me
i will go wif tem...
u dun haf faith respect n trust in me
i wonder wat is tat
tat keep us goin....
i really wonder....
i dreamt about you and me12:23 AM.
