on the last day of my grandma bro funeral we went to mandai to burn te coffin... i cried almost te whole day saw my grandma emotionless walk to te coffin to see him te last tim i believe she cant control anymore.... she shout and cry i dunu how to drag her away so i cried wif her although i told myself to be strong nt to cry but then i cried eventually!!! we rch mandai then tere r lots of procedure first walk to a place like church but nt!!! so we sat down waiting for te ceremony to start!!! while waiting everyone quarrel!!! coz te person incharge do nt allow te person hu past away wife to send him to his last journey so his son is damn angry!!! in te end te incharge agree!!! cool.... hmm if me i tink i would fight back oso!!! second place tat we went is where we have to see te coffin to a room then we must call out to him say go back to your house dont stay here at tis moment i really cry la.... so sad lo... dunu y..... hai.... my tears kept flowin when te bus take us tere already then at te last send him off de i cry also hmm... all ended le hope he really happy n relieve from pain may te god bless him as he is really a gd father husband brother person!!!
on friday was te last sec day tot of stay overnight over tere!!! hmm but tink tat mum will say cnt n indeed she say cnt!!! otw tere lao da take train wif me.... haha... we went to watch night at the museum2 damn funny la laughin all te way dunu y tat day after watch finish mood damn bad lo!!! mayb bcoz too tired , mum keep calling n i tot i told her alr ba so a bit frustrated haha... dunno lei hai sorry huh this few days always show attitude!!! especially to bf (huili) hope you dun mind i guess i need more slp ba... sori sori....
hai back to square 1 again back to i always late angry tot i manage to be on tim!!! hai.... sun supposingly go find bf de!!! but in te end bf num 2 say wait for him wait liao he say dun wan go wtf lo... waste my tim in te end cnt go find bf!!! shit.... hai after sending bf2 off tot of goin to find her then send her home chat chat awhile then go hm in te end lao pa call me send him thing diao.... y so many tin to do on tat day?? restrict me frm finding her sian... tot i can rush tere in tim bt turn out nt enuf tim!!! hai..... once again sori sori!!!
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