do u really believe there is fate i think this is all not fate lo its just that we r destine to meet then
we r suppose to meet because all this are jus a game that the ruler set and where the chess should go all of this is already settle no changes no chances of mending maybe meeting him is just a stone to step so i could go further.... when the game ends its where i should belong who i should meet and stay le tats y theres no point of waiting no point of finding the only way human never know the next step only the one who set the rule knows!!! maybe i wouldnt have a lover as i might die early or maybe i will be alone till i die... u will never know....
thanks for your advice but i think i m too stubborn to even believe in there is next one... guess i was still trying to protect myself from being hurt afterall im so different!! wat i went through is enuf.... maybe now u r feeling happy or sad or confused but when u really fall in love with that guy u r having now and he is going to leave u for good or maybe he is different or u feel that he wans to leave u u will feel paranoid, afraid, possesive and the fear will come all at once and
if he did leave u!!!! then maybe one day me asking you with the same problems again the advice would be different and it will be all negative stuff.... i believe by then u will be sick n tired of all this!!! haha but i hope that day wouldn't come coz im not really that dumb to fall for the same thing twice and i wouldn't hope u will break up with him if he was meant for u and u r happy with him... if my relationship doesn't work out i will leave him for good... not having anymore bf even there is he must be the one love me and i will not fall for him even i do i will not show it out!!! haha.... my new plans isn't it great??
er these are wat i gonna say in te responses but i think its enuf to write an entry so haha... read from here k!!!
i dreamt about you and me11:33 PM.
