tears just keep flowing this few days!!! everyday i reach home i m being scold for nothing dad is giving mission impossible things for me to handle!!! bf jus dun gif a damn....
went to find him today i knew he would be slpin no point forcing him to come when he doesnt even wake up early.... i tot he wont be going out i went tere awhile he say he going play basketball!! i make the effort to go but u jus dun gif a damn i wonder y m i doing all this!!! when u dun see it dun even care.... saw his msg tere is this gal hu always msg him said her grandma is having an operation he care for him when i said im in hospital my mum scold me y cnt u act as a fren a bf watever jus like wat u did to her call me cheer up dun worry jia you te only response i get is tis is ur hse problem not mine.... i needed u te most u wasnt tere i noe u haf ur own reasons but when u needed me te most i think out of 10 8 or 9 i was tere ba but when i m in trouble u always not tere.... rch home tot maybe bro is sick mum will be damn tired rch home help my mum sweep wash plate cook stuff for my dog to eat te moment she wake up i straight get scolded coz gif too much rice coz basin haven wipe y didnt wake her up to cook dinner i dun understand y u ppl jus cant make my life easier u all r always not satisfied with wat i done i m human being nt god even god make mistakes y cant i i jus want sum1 to dote me love me but u ppl jus make me like a fool a idiolt a useless person when i help or do sumtin.... im unhappy at home at his hse i wonder wat is hse make of??? shouldnt tat be warm n a place to rest??? or is it jus bricks.... tere r ppl living in it yet it is so cold so empty so lost so lonely.... i get tired each n everyday i go sch i get stress i m nt welcome wherever i go i wonder y do u gif birth to me i wonder y u r my bf when u all dun gif a damn??? y r u all doing this to me???
i dreamt about you and me5:39 PM.
