cailing - so tell me, what should i do?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

haha ytd was at downstair with lao gong playing with the sparkling thingy dunnu how to spell!!! haha we spell our names using the thing then we light the thing up!!! haha our names have been engraved to the stone chair.... very nice!!! i put cailing love perry always!!! i do te always quite long de!! haha!!! the llove is a heart shape nice.......... i got take photos.... hmm went to watch sorority row!! nice show!! the gals wohoo gd figure... can see the nene de haha... wish i gt nice figure like them too haha.... hmm then shop arpund like whole day!!! sch reopen le...sian hai...

got to study!!! ET, ECAD, n a course i wouldnt use tat often!!! PM... hai.... but i kindda like this course!! hmm first time got a gpa 4 haha yipee.......

truly speaking i dunno whether m i wrong hahaa.... maybe i got to change i guess... hope i can.... haha maybe i m not a gd fren afterall weak at damn many things got to learn more!!! hmm i almost cry maybe feeling its a waste ba.... wonder y others nv ask her ask me haha tot i tried my best maybe i din... hmm ps her did i?? i tot i didnt at least i hope i didnt!! i guess i did if not it will not be like this ah....

thurs ecad henry din come so lily come!!! te next day which is thurs lily ask me y i din teach truly speaking i dunnu how to ans her haha... dunnu wat to say so i jus smile!! dun even know how to near her in tis case.... feel so weird haha... but then manage to talk somehow!! happy=)

i dreamt about you and me11:19 AM.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

today went to watch hyuandae the deadly tsunami with uncle and my lao gong... this show is nt bad quite touching!! there is funny scene also.... actually the story is quite true la but some of the part is quite fake!!!

hmm went to eat at a small restaurant at jubilee te food tere is really nice!!! hmm we order the chicken herbal soup.. i order chicken cutlet uncle order chicken chop and perry eat chicken chop rice!!! and yan su ji too basically all chicken!!! then te guy there say we all all order chicken "叫鸡" sound like calling whore haha... nt even a veg or wat haha all chicken!!! te herbal chicken v nice...

go bread talk buy lots of bread!!! 5 for 6 dollar 10 for 10 dollar my uncle buy damn lot.... feel like vomiting!!! hai too full...

hmm nth better to do now!! facebook got te new game cafe world... haha....

i dreamt about you and me1:06 AM.

Thursday, October 08, 2009

my bdae was held at te beach with everyone around hehe.... perry was tere too haha din take photo as was tere playing with them haha so happy te best bdae ever.... ah ma uncle papa mummy weiwei xinyi mei and perry was all tere haha first time my bf and family celebrate tgt haha happy =) hope it always last.....

yipee hehe....

i love perry lots =) everyday was happy with him=)

i dreamt about you and me5:11 PM.

found this 2 photos hehe huili cute horx....

the day tat we go fly kite n beach haha it was really fun puppy n yoghurt was tere too!!

proudly present this is chocolate the third son of puppy!! the naughty ones.=)

te trip to peranakan museum hehe very fun but must pay 3 bucks argh everything tere is interesting but tis interest me te most hehe....

te dr fish hehe damn itchy!!!

te last day before he goes haha te last photo taken.... proudly present sec son te obedient ones yoghurt=)

i dreamt about you and me5:00 PM.

staying at ah ma hse on sat last weekend!!! saw xiao qiang while talking to my lao gong argh...

cailing vs xiao qiang stage 2

was talking spot this xiao qiang run into te living room when i wan go wee wee... was shock dunno wat to do with it... everyone is slping so get sumtin to hit it but too late hai!!! he went back oh gosh -- (lost)

went back to chat hmm... chatting about perry was happy to noe more about him haha... then this xiao qiang came out again argh he jus dunu hw to write die right argh.... get te nearest shoes it went to under sofa... pull te sofa te tables out no sight of him he's gone fuck.....
(lost again)

keep talking n was laughing once again he came out shoes was in my hands..... wahaha muahaha.... gonna kill it tis tim..... went to te bed gosh my sis was slping protecting my sis.... it go under table then lost again dunu where te hell did it go FUCKING HELL.....
(fuck not again)

went back to tat place i was sitting keep looking at te kitchen knew it will go to kitchen get ready but it went under te cardboard SHIT......
(shit not again)

waiting n waiting finally it came out wan to hit it but it was too fast gosh went back to te kitchen AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... stomp stomp.............
(lost utterly)

cailing lose to xiao qiang in stage 2 and now its a tie..........

proudly announce xiao qiang won.........

sob sob =(

i dreamt about you and me4:35 PM.

me mei ling n my lao gong went to imm to buy white long sleeve shirt as we r going to xia men for exchange programme on the 14 or 16 sept forgot when haha... buy luggage too haha.... 65 dollars hai... we change many times... i meant te size of it haha... hmm brought it at metro haha at wdl.... hmm we go to the dr fish at imm... went to play with te fish haha.... meiling go in with me too... haha it was damn itchy lo haha... was really fun but too bad tat perry din go in with us haha... meiling took some photos too!!

a few days later.....
tat day was like family outing grandma n uncle was tere too....

me, perry and my 2 sister was there at imm again haha.... we went to te dr fish haha this time perry join in again haha.... then we went to eat at the mos burger eating te spicy teriyaki chicken burger haha got 7 fan haha tats was very nice... i love it very much.....

FARMART TRIP
on the 4th of oct i bring perry n my 2 sister to farmart... tere was like lots of things there!!! before that me n my mum gt conflict... bout goin tere she say "tere is nth tere!!! if u really wan to bring ur sis go out bring them to place tat is fun n things to play with...." keep nagging n nagging well they wan to go i did not force tem...

rch tere lots of tings to see!! we go 1 shop by 1 shop!! we went to the dog shop with few breeds inside tere are chiwawa, 2 cats, shih tzu, long coated chiwawa (white damn cute!!!), terrier and pomernian hmm... te long coat chiwawa v cute hehe... one of it is grey eyes pink nose they r so white so cute.. tere is a 3 mths old chiwawa short coat v cute too!!! te color is brown black n alittle bit of white.... after tat dog shop is te pest shop!!!! tere is rats in tere 2 golden retriever very big size n cute omg... te small rats is cute too!! there is mouse too hehe.... wats more scary is tere snakes... te snakes is cute... very long too!!! tere are fake xiao qiang too YUCK...

nex stop..... is te koi fishes in te pond we brought te food for 50 cents each n feed them then coming next is the parrot shop i get to hold them n touch went in tere is te mice so cute lo like te mickey mouse.... haha... then te rabbit jump over to another tank next to hers haha.... tere are guinea pigs too!!! then we went into the fish shop!!! te luo han fish eyes in infected and this long long thing keep coming out omg so disgusting.... vomit*..... then we went to te farm there is goat tere rabbits lots of guinea pigs afew very little fighting fish parrots and 1 ordinary bird!!! haha... we went to buy food n feed them haha so kawaii....

my mum call n says she is coming as i said lots of things here la... tat was fun n my sis went to te fish again but tat was like little fish only!!! argh dun even feel worth it so im nt going to play!!! drank te honey water its nice but taste weird haha... but it was nice la!! bring my bro to te mice shop but then he dun like it very much guess hes too young to enjoy tat haha... keep carrying him!!! his shoes keep dropping argh irritating slippers!! hai... i think when their fish thing ended they come gosh unfortunate thing happen.... THEIR PHONE DROP INTO THE WATER...... llolololololoooloolololololololo.............. mum's face changed hai... >>> fast forward...

went to sell te phone as fast as we could so we go to marsiling to sell it away... if sell to the shop 10 bucks nia but we sell to a man for 50 bucks hmm sorry for tat man but wat to do!! this is life we dun do it for ourselves we will be te one to die first!! play awhile while waiting for papa!! he came thank god!! i was hot like fuck.... cooling... rch my hse tere makan le then play with te food haha doing sandwich at tat time!!! hmm no doubt perry joined in haha... walk back wa te wind so big cooling phew~~ bring puppy down for a walk then talk about te past haha... real fun!!!! tat day was great except for te phone...

CONCLUSION

i was happy... having perry around he is a nice guy.... a really good one.....

he was te perfect guy i was looking for all this while tot i will nv find 1 haha....

MY PERFECT GUY REQUIREMENTS:

- good to me
- taller than me
- sense of humor...

tats all he gt all tat nice 1 cailing hehe... =)

i dreamt about you and me3:43 PM.

this happen a few months ago i guess forgot when is tat... tot of typing it coz was like not updating it so long... then dunno wat to say also haha...

never knew that u would do things this way, u let me go many times i tried to mend it with all my might at least i felt tat i did!!! if u ever noticed i never said break up ever not even once trying my best to hold on to this relationship, protect u with all my best. But end up wat i get is u hate me... i wasn't sad at tat moment i was mad damn mad!!

if protecting u was my mistake i hope i nv protect u in te first place!!! after the quarrel, nt tokin to u bout 1 week waiting for u to call back!! but u didnt so decided to end tis tell u i wanted a breakup u said up to me!! mum was happy!! well i was happy too!!! dunno y i felt relieved!!! discuss with huili bout it she said up to me... so smsed him to tell him....

tot of te day tat he wan to come fetch me haha... he said he was inside the bus i was kinda happy!! finally he did it then he took the wrong bus, called him but get scolded i really wonder y did i get scolded for??? i was alr disappointed at tat time then tis happened again well guess we shouldnt b tgt at te first place!! u told me after te 13 yr old gal reject u then u tell me whether can we b tgt at tat tim i was thinkin of nt goin to stead with u anymore!!!

haha huili scolded u "serve you right" n u came to ur sense tot u were changing but things really dun get better huh!! i guess u wont rmb... hmm was telling perry tat day bout tis he scolded me omg... now then i find hw stupid i m!! haha....

hmm continue...

stead wif perry de few weeks later saw u at jurong east was with perry (my lao gong now!!) after saw u... u called many times but a few was missed call so i call back but afterwards i dun feel like calling back coz i was with my lao gong dun wan him to feel insecure....

(well all my frens who noe me and cz found out i find a new bf was shocked they nv expect tat i will so fast get a new bf hmm!! haha...)

at night he leave a msg in my voicemail... call me to listen went to listen n felt disappointment again though it is touching but wun be as touch as last time le time has changed!! u called and said u wan to talk things out well i wan to hang up but perry said no... so cont toking dun wan to run away anymore!! te first time i get so fed up get so angry get so upset and crying screaming infront of sum1 in te public too!!!

u said u get fed up with me when i called u at night when u r in te camp without any topic to talk to u... its really true i really dunno wat to say to u!!! not a single word or topic to start so always ask te regular stuff!!!.... u say y dun tell u bout sch life seriously even i haf i wouldnt wan to bother u with small little things which is not important n make u frustrated bout tat!!! mayb caring for u is wrong too... argh wan to hang up then perry snatch te phone and talk to him... (phone back to me again..... haha)

then we tok bout all last time things y do u wait till now then dig out all this useless things i dun want to quarrel with u but since u wan to dig out so i dig out all lo let u say lo if u wan it>>> fast forward... i think is draggy...

his sister call me say wan go out shopping n tat was like exam weeks te nex few days will b like my exams alr.... hmm she say wan meet at wdl so i tot would be ok so i wait her at wdl i said i can only go awhile as i have to go library revise my work!!! so rch wdl call her she say still at yew tee so she call me wait her tere so i went... before going to yew tee i was like on te phone with her she was like talking shit senseless things to me making me so frustrated!!! she keep telling me to give his brother a chance i was like keep telling her "u should noe hw ur bro treat me no way im going back!!!" what makes me even madder is what she said to me!!! she say "give my brother one more chance to let him show to u tat he has change afterall u with this new guy not very long also ma... just one week will do..." keep repeating... again again and again.... wats all this about??

so tat 1 week wat r we going to do.... most impotant is wat m i??? GF FOR RENTAL ma???? come on im not tat type of gal... but wat she said is true... "if u want a breakup make it clearer tell him face to face..." well i do agree with tat.... now im showing my temper le..... when i rch yew tee she said she is going out to meet her bf.... WOW what was tat for.... like a PLOT or TRAP is it??? so i went to his hse wanted to talk things out!!!

he said he wanted to tell me something!! alright i said "faster say watever u want to say n i wan to go le my lao gong is waiting for me!!!" i did sms perry tat i m going to his hse!!! as i dun wan him to worry neither do i wan to lie to him!!!... so i wait he went to get sumtin he came in with a wooden thing i dunno wats tat call!!! but its for like if ur plates is very hot u put tat so tat it doesnt hurt ur table.... tat type of things!! u kneel on it well i was surprise but not heartache i felt funny coz too dramatic i tot i will nv come over tis type of things!!! i told u this i knew i will hurt u i use to protect u but kindness wasnt paid well so i guess being cruel is wat i can gif at tat moment for U....

i said "im not like last time anymore... tat type of gal tat i will gif up everything for u le!! i give up too much n i felt tat its not worth it anymore... dont tell me tat ur mum will accept me or wat i DUN WAN TO HEAR ANY OF THAT BULLSHIT!! we are not getting anywhere.... so stop this alright...."

u said u will change..... u said tat once before i gave u te chance but it seems like u did not change at all.... still te same temper, te same attitude exactly like last time!!! so i assume tat tis tim will be te same... there are alot of guys out tere in this world still got other guys not u only!! u call me to break up wif perry saying tat hes not te right guy then may i ask r u?? ask for another month to show tat u change so after tat wat m i going to do??

keep toking about this topic for so long in te end he gave up i walk off walou my library revision end liao lo!!! hmm my lao gong wait at wdl for so long lo!!! he mux be real worry... well rch wdl saw him felt te aura same like tat night one te one tat he snatches my phone at tat tim!!! i was scare at tat time but then i believe tat my decision was right first time i saw a guy worry tat i will go until like tat haha... so kawaii neh....

haha went for a movie afterwards actually did we hmmm i think we did!!!

i was appreciating wat i have now as i started off as a maid instead of a princess but now i m a princess right now!! =) much more cheerful n happy right now =) he is te best guy i ever met i believe!!!

i dreamt about you and me1:03 PM.