friends is important once in my life... nobody loves to be alone nor do i... but who make the decisions who make the world ugly is nobody but humans... sometimes i told my lao gong i wish to go back to the past but come to think of it... going back is to let everything replay again... if i want to go back i wish i can make a difference but that is unrealistic... remember someone i really love to attend his lesson in my sec sch when he say i am disappointed in u at that moment i feel like crying heard miss tan said that to someone in our class forgot who make me remember that sentence haha.... disappointed is just me... people always disappointed in me huh haha... real friends listen to friends trouble huh... come to think of it when ever i wanted to say my trouble nobody seems to be listening haha.... even my mother she say talk to her talk to her... when ever i wanted to try she just say yours is small matter... tell me next time or change the topic to something that is funny or irrelevant... try to tell my friend i really don't know how to start but they are not interested too... haha i bottle up my feelings but it seems like i can't kick that habit of mine away haha...
i dreamt about you and me9:19 PM.
