Wednesday, January 20, 2010

BUT that is total NONSENSE cause being yourself is just what the world don't want to see...

i use to be a girl whose tolerance is super high follow people as i do not have my own opinions but then people tell me to be myself and don't always follow others when i started having my own opinions people start saying me change i really don't understand humans!!! you called me to change and i change for the better you people just simply cannot accept it... in that case why ask me change if there is not a need... i am not a doll which you can change the places or how they pose in just 5 mins it takes time and feelings for me to do so... you people don't even care how others think when u all change for the better or worse so... just may i ask... why is there a need for me to change to the type you all like instead of me feeling good?? i am feeling good right now not just for some opinions therefore i need to change back... i changed because everyone told me so and i think its good but now you all disagree that as you all feel that is just not the first person you met... i am curious who are you to me?? i change as and when i like i do not need opinions anymore... all i need is advice!! not advice about my characters is advice when something is useful come on... you know... if my words offend you people i am sorry... just think what make the new cailing today if it wasn't you people the new me wouldn't have come to a state that is.... like now!!! the one you hate... the one you don't seem to understand... the one that is not the first cailing... the one that you feel strange or awkward with think about it before saying that i have changed.... friends , families etc wanted me to change here i am the CHANGED one and here you deny my existence... hahaha

i dreamt about you and me10:25 PM.

no one in the world,
could ever find me.
lost in the middle of.
nowhere.