Doc says there is gel substances in my right eyes will have to remove if it's still there hmm there will be an operation on my eyes cool hmm I wonder how will it feel
bet with my lao gong that Ma will surely call me do housework, take care my bro, teach my sisters, sure will ask me do something we bet 10 dollars haha yipee sure win!!!! Hmm today morning 7plus they wake me up coz wei wei want my phone then I give him lo lol u all say don't always give in to him then when I don't u all say give in la.... Always BEng wei.... There is always a limit to everything!! for what u have done now I believe Xinyi n ah Mei limits is there n they will burst anytime ESP ah Mei I will just sit here n have a nice show even they don't do it now they will when they older n what causes it it's u all u all too dote wei wei Liao!!!
one day u all will regret.... Then phone low batt so he come in want to charge by himself he don't even know how to plug in I want help him then he don't give I tell u la I believe as a mother u will have the authority to stop him instead u scold me say who call u put the phone where he can reach n see this is my room why I can't put anywhere I want??? Then I ignore u go back to slp u keep coming in la tell me this n that.... Say I must hide it.... I wonder m I a thief or what charge phone must hide the phone hide the charger u think ur son retard??? Dunno meh he know how to play sure know how to find la.... U show it to him first not me... Is ur fault that he is finding the phone everyday n I have to endure it....
Then ur last word at 8.15 before u leave the house help me defroze the chicken wash the mushrooms.... U wake up Liao I haven't la.... do I look like a maid to u??? ..... Maria........ Fcuk....
U say he still young dunno this n that when I was his age I lied u cane me punish me when I eat slowly u pull me to the toilet n eat y aren't u all treating them the same y is it always only me.... Fcuking unfair.... U all wear the fcuking contact lens nothing happen I wear fcuking got gel got this got that..... I know I m a bitch but do I even deserve it....
U neglect our feelings for his smile
When u tell me to talk to u in my mind I was thinking u r lying u r not even trustworthy I was suspecting was thinking do u even want to listen what cailing got to say???? Have u even listened once..... U don't even know when I'm crying when I'm sad when I'm happy by peeping my fcuking diary doesn't help I know u peep ever since that day I don't write I did not angry at u for peeping where as u blame me for putting in the drawer where u can see...
U said u wanna listen
u said u wanna know
u said u wanna understand
u said u wanna us to be gd
u said u wanna us to be happy
but for what u done
u ignore our feelings
u ignore our sadness
u ignore what we wanna say
but in the end u always say tell me
where u dun even listen
where u dun even keep promises
where u dun even help
u say all this because u r a mother
u r doing what a mother should do
but u r not doing it wholeheartedly
because u never listen....
i dreamt about you and me8:21 AM.
