BElls of Ireland stand for good luck Coreopsis Always Cheerful Dandelion Faithfulness, Happiness Gloxinia Love at First Sight Hyacinth (General) Games and Sports, Rashness, Flower Dedicated to Apollo Hyacinth (Blue) Constancy Hyacinth (Purple) I am Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Sorrow Hyacinth (Red or Pink) Play Hyacinth (White) Loveliness, I'll Pray for You Hyacinth (Yellow) Jealousy
Sunday was family day for us so we went sengkang swimming pool to play but half way raining a bit sian but we do enjoy then the first wei wei my bro wee wee in the pool haha... The reaction he smile is funny haha.... Then went eat chu Zao the asam fish at first not cook very well then bring back to them come back smaller... Then papa du LAN don't want eat the owner unwilling to change also Bo Bian hai....
Today got badminton tournament I lose abit sad cause don't like the feeling of Lose but still nothing to do about it have to improve hate this guy he irritating sia lucky jja hong win him if not sian sia... I like the tournament it's fun but I damn nervous lo!!!
i dreamt about you and me5:35 PM.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
There is still 14 hours and today will end new day will start and 1 day is lesser after today we will be total strangers we pretend not to see each other we do not call out to each others and our life will be back to square one where we first met it's already a mistake but we carry on without knowing it despite people warning us that is the place that the time stopped and never carry on now things have happened and we shall move on... If there is a machine that I can erase my memories I will not I wonder will u do the same everything I've own now is a part of me and I'm glad that people changes like a lightning that just strike a thunder that just storm and to know each other to the extend that no one will know unless things happen usually after rain there will be rainbow but rainbow just do not happen at all times and the rainbow disappear just right in front of me and never comes back....
i dreamt about you and me9:59 AM.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
there is still 11 months and 15 days to april and the life in Dover will end after graduation we shall be strangers and back to square one if one day we ever met in the streets will anyone come up n tap me hi is the word that came out well life here is better it's almost the same as what I m in sec 4 it feels like I go into a time machine n went back... But even it's fun even it's disappointing it's still the best time I've had thanks everyone never regret that I missed the chance going temasek poly
i dreamt about you and me8:11 PM.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Today I'm a student leader in sch this is my first time being a student leader kind of nervous it's me who do the briefing so I was a little nervous n gone abit crazy haha my partner is Jian wen he late la make me more nervous lucky my team is Jian wen if it's others I think it will be kindda hard to communicate with them!! the class I took is class d lucky I take!!! see other Student leader I feel lucky haha... I see b class got a fat guy very irritating never talk to him also kpkb!! Hate him... The class is fun and they r very united when I say girls cannot be together they never let me in a difficult positions n form quickly!!!! I like it very much but if i have a choice I wouldn't come slping at home is better than there so hot then the Kala guni man abit bastard I don't like him he is slow I cannot say anything maybe he got other class but the most bastard is they say collect more than this auntie very kind hearted spare her time For me wanted to gimme the fax machine a small one but this bastard say dun want u all want us collect more but everything also dun wan like that how sia!!!
Lao gong got come find me hai he saw me shouting when I shout my face so hot like blushing but dunno is that it!!! Hai... Eat at the s food court there then take cabby back to sch haha $2.80 Nia haha... Then I keep mistaken a guy as Chinese but he Malay hai but they really look like Chinese sob... Then I dunno where the blk ask them but they dunno a bit expected haha but everything turn out alright haha!!! Love the feeling but scare of the feelings too!!! Haha wonder Monday go back will still rmb them or not haha!! Then early in the morning lkk alr sit at the food court haha very funny when I ask lkk where is the place they say u ask him ah haha then I make fun say eh her her they say eh u Noe ah haha then I like laugh I ask he teach what they say pm haha!!! Funny.... Went there unexpected one is it's 40 storey per building worx I shock la my estimation is 26 Nia!!!
Haha our sch got sol!!! Only some Noe what it is haha...
When I turn n look at u u was there when I turn again u disappear I told myself do not turn back everytime u disappear it's just another of my worthless tears
I dreamt about u n me when I woke up from the dream I hope it was never true when I question myself I close my eyes go into deep thoughts when I think through all do I want it again!!! That was all I ask...
Haha funny versionx...
I dreamt about u n me when I woke up from the dream I look at the clock immediately when I question myself It was 2.30am when I think through all it was already time to go to school...
i dreamt about you and me10:06 PM.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
i dreamt about you and me10:09 PM.
i dreamt about you and me9:56 PM.
last sun went to jalan gayu i think then go shan hu fish farm then farm mart very very happy that day feel like a kid that day haha so tired too... enjoy it very much it was on the 10th of may love it haha oya we went to bugis first its a bit wasted that lao gong cant go if not it will be damn fun haha...
i saw lots of cute stuff unbelievable!!
i dreamt about you and me9:31 PM.
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Was quarreling with lao gong hoping he could gimme more freedom and don't be so paranoid but in fact this feelings every couple should have and treasure it's because u love him or her so u will worry it's stupid of me to tell u change I'm sorry for not thinking thoroughly enough to talk about this topic!!
I had that feeling before when u overslept and did not answer my phone when u forgot to bring ur phone I was wondering where are u called u umpteen times message u more than 3 times when u reply slowly after 5 mins!!!! This is exactly the feeling I should treasure n u should not change
I love looking at ur worry face I love knowing that u r worry for me I love to see u jealous when some guy just talk to me I love looking at u when u r sleeping I love to smell ur sweat even u say it's smelly I love when I gonna fall u hold me tightly I love the lao gong that wants to know what I'm doing right now I love the lao gong that will find everyone and ask where m I when I just didn't answer one of ur call I love the lao gong will go where ever I want to go I love the lao gong will accept my good n bad points I love the lao gong that keeps thinking every guy likes me ..
I love u lao gong don't change I have not seen enough of that!!!!
i dreamt about you and me8:52 PM.
To huili
I know u r talking about me... The post actually I wanted to put in the tag board but too long so decided to put in my post I did not say I do not like u I just telling u the facts there r still people out there who is willing to give out everything but everyone will at least use people for once de don't say u never use before might not be on me might be on others... When I said I hate them n smile to them I don't believe u never do that before!! Even me don't like my boss I still have to smile to them isn't it??? This is human nature everyone will do it before de... N I don't pretend from last time till now I don't pretend I just afraid to tell what I felt so now I m telling.... Frankly speaking why we became like this is my fault and I m sorry everyone told me that friends are not just being with them but give them advice n listening ears everytime u talk to me all I can give u is stupid advice because I dunno how to tell u in fact is scare to tell u because in my sec sch nobody willing to listen to it so I guess all friends are the same... At that time I do not want to lose u so I try not to offend u even treating Cheng zhang the same now that I have already lost u I hope at least I can't give u listening ears at least a better advices... Now I know that u don't really need it I will not comment anything le... To u it maybe don't like u but to me I think it say everything... All the best to u
i dreamt about you and me8:43 AM.
Friday, May 07, 2010
Yesterday kind of freak me out cause I was staying at lao gong house kind of shock when he told me this then too scare to fall aslp but eventually I fell aslp it's kind of unbelieveable cause I never done that before I was talking while I'm slping I slp with cross arms both hands grabbing my arms then I tap lao gong n tell him that some one is coming up but the conversation was Perry is coming up when he asked me hu is Perry I said I dunno then he asked who m I I said cailing but when he ask who is cailing I said I dunno which is weird hmm then while he is thinking he went to toilet come back want to hug me I grab his hands with force which freak him out... A while later I woke up it's 4 plus cause I have to wake mummy up he told me what happen that make me freak out cause I don't remember any of that I didn't had that dream either so I was surprised but what's weird is I won't slp in that position that position to me is weird... Come to think of it!!!
I wonder what happen!!!
Still staying at lao gong house today haha love it weather so hot air con is the best maybe if I get the 1000 dollars I will buy 1 air con haha mother day coming I wonder what should I buy!!!
i dreamt about you and me8:03 PM.
Thursday, May 06, 2010
Read Huili blog saw her said Tao Hao means bootlick I think that depnds on ownself some do this for their own good some do this not because they wanted too.... For me I may tao Hao others because I dunno them really well so there are things we do not know to say or not to say and I don't want to offend people neither do I want to get into unnecessary trouble but I think now I always offend others le as normal as having a meal... People say we should not scare of ghost because humans are scarier some are scary by nature some are been force to learn reality there are still people who are good n kind n give out everything with all their might!! But everyone are using everyone for once for twice even umpteen times but even though we know that who dare to stand up and say u fucking use me I m not going to talk to u anymore or even gossip infront of him or her?? Even me I m a bootlicker too I scare to offend others even how much I hate that person I still smile to them!!! This is just how I feel....
i dreamt about you and me9:38 PM.
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