Recently it's abit torturing been quarreling like there's no tomorrow he became so sensitive it's getting hard to communicate with him!!! It's like talk awhile chat awhile I end up being the one that is angry at all times lol.... Thursday night have this motivation or so call I insist watching a movie and it's already 9pm and we need to wake up at 5.30 tomorrow so it's kind of a no no situation but I wonder y I insist that day I was actually thinking since sat sun mon will be working so I really wanted to watch a movie with him and was thinking we've been quarreling maybe watch a movie will have some topic to talk about but in the end I was reprimanded for no common sense no time management I think I'm the only 1 managing or it's just me overreact??
That day my parents were asking whether m I going to marry him I said yes but after that I start to think about it!!! Will it come true?? Is it possible when it's at this point of time?? I dunno I have this feeling u r going to leave I'm just paranoid I just cant trust guys anymore after one lesson I get so worried if I fall in it will I be able to come out again... Maybe that is y u feel that I treat u bad I know I really love u I just don't want to show it out I dunno is it that I've change or is it u!!!! I just simply feel that u have changed so much I really dunno how to talk to u or even tell u ur words is so similar to that bastard that I cant believe I'm dating different guy!!!
It's like honeymoon period is over full moon don't always come after eating u don't feel that u r full!!!
U said u will bring me back home no matter what happen or how tired u r but today u ended ur work at 7 u did not come n fetch when I asked y u explain and said that u r tired n come here to bring me back home n go back n ask me do u get it!!! Do u get it this word is so unexpected I don't expect u to come if u r tired but what u say is just lie I guess it's just like him give me hope n crash it like I'm a black ant
i dreamt about you and me12:38 AM.
